The campus on a Sunday belongs to the sweepers and to Bachchan Yadav, who has the gate to himself, a register nobody will sign before Monday, and a flask of tea that has been going cold since eight. He was oiling the hinge of the tin box when the woman arrived, so he heard her first: heels on the road, then the small hesitation at the point where the road becomes the gate.
"Is the lost things still kept here?" she asked.
"Kept," he said. "Nobody takes."
She was in her thirties, office clothes, a bag held in front of her with both hands like a file she had been asked to deliver. She looked at the box and not at him, which he was used to. People came to the box the way they came to a temple they did not believe in.
The box was green once. The paint had gone the colour of old leaves and the hinge was loose enough that the lid had to be lifted with both hands and a knee. Inside, in no order: a calculator with a cracked screen, an identity card of a batch that had graduated before the new building, one sock, a retainer in a plastic case, a watch that had stopped at some hour nobody had written down, and a set of keys on a ring with a plastic tag for a room in a hostel that had since been repainted and renamed.
"I came to give something back," she said.
He stepped aside and she came into the shade of the cabin, which smelled of kerosene, paper and the dust that settles on a register that is opened twice a day.
Second year, she said. The fest, the corridor outside the auditorium, the crowd doing that thing a crowd does when the doors open — the pressure, the laughing, the boy behind her shouting a name she never found out. She had felt something under her shoe, stepped back, and picked up an earring.
She had meant to hand it in. She had put it in her bag so that both hands would be free for the performance, and then the performance had gone badly in a way that took the whole evening, and she had gone home, and a week later she had found the earring in the lining of the bag while looking for a pen.
He waited.
A single earring is a difficult thing to return, she said. A pair can be handed over at a counter, and the person at the counter writes it in a book, and that is the end. One earring means you have been carrying it, and the longer you carry it the more it becomes a thing you have to explain, and the explanation is always worse than the object. By the third week she had decided to give it to the office anonymously. By the third month she had stopped deciding. Then she had left the city for a job, and packed it, and unpacked it in two other rooms, and each time she came back to Delhi she had thought about the gate.
She took it out of her purse, wrapped in a piece of paper torn from something official, and put it on the register. A thin hoop, silver, with a small red stone, the post bent slightly to one side. Someone had stepped on it. That much of the evening was in it.
"How long do you keep them?" she asked.
"Till June," he said. "Then it is emptied. The peon's wife takes what is useful. The rest goes to the kabadiwala."
"Nothing older than a year?"
"Nothing older than the last painting. When they did the gate, they put everything in a sack. I asked. They said it was rubbish, and it was, more or less."
She looked at the earring for a while, the way a person looks at a word they have been spelling wrong for years.
"Does anyone come back?" she said. "Not to give. To take."
"Once, twice a year. They stand here and they look in the box and they say, no, not that one. Sometimes they ask if a thing was handed in and I say I don't know, and they are relieved."
"Relieved?"
"Because then it is not their fault," he said. "If the box has it, they have to decide whether to carry it home. If the box does not have it, the thing is finished."
She laughed once, through her nose, and then looked as though she had not meant to.
"Put it in," she said.
"It will be emptied in June."
"I know."
She left the way she had come, heels on the road, and at the turn she did not look back, which he thought was right. He finished his tea, which was cold, and did the four o'clock round with the register under his arm, and the campus in vacation was so empty that his own footsteps came back off the science block a half second late.
At seven, before he locked the cabin, he lifted the lid with both hands and a knee and put the earring inside. Then he took the register and wrote the date, and in the column for the name of the person who had handed the thing in he wrote nothing, because she had not said, and he had not asked, and it seemed to him that asking would have been a kind of taking.
The box held a sock, a calculator, a retainer, a watch, a set of keys, and a single earring that had never been lost, only carried.
He closed the hinge, which he had oiled that morning and would oil again, and the click of it went out into the empty road and came back.
A conversation, quietly.
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